Why do i feel so far from you?
Why do i feel like you have deserted me?
Why do i feel like my wrong actions have chased you away?
You have promised never to leave me or forsake me(Hebrews 13:5) but i feel you’re miles away from me.
Is this just a feeling or is this real? Have i really lost you?
School has resumed and yes i was psyched up about it at first. It felt good and stressful receiving lectures and knowing that 5 years of your life had begun. It felt so good until i started to feel distant from God. A friend of mine said it’s the CHANGE.
I don’t do the things i used to, I’m sure you’ve noticed that i don’t even blog like i used to.
So we can say i have lost focus, kinda.
All this is happening and i still have to be an excellent student, read books, prepare for tests and do all school stuff. Life has become so overwhelming.
So the reason i haven’t lost it, become depressed or overwhelmed by all this is HOPE. Yes, i am hopeful.
I know i may not get it right now but it doesn’t mean i will never get it right.
Living a wonderful life, being able to balance my spiritual life and all this work load from school is something i know i will achieve. I may fail today but i am hopeful about the future.
I haven’t been myself lately but i have refused to quit.
I wont let God down and that’s final.
So yes, I’m back and i am taking every step i can to make my life better……
You should too….